i think everybody thinks is okay for making hurting on teo cause m not a outside person an not a humanperson m a little inside kitty but that's a people too an i don like people do bads an don say sorry cause they think doesn matter cause its teo.

nobody every sayed sorry to teo and MEANED it.

an nobody pays attention t me either not when its bads an not when its goods either i finded a goodgood pictures purplelion an the otherman didn listen didn listen at all. i go talkings at the insidepeople place an nobody says anything but hi they only say hi s they don say mostly anything else not t me sometimes they say heres a funny thing all everybody but it's not a teofunny at all an i dont understand.

the otherkitty doesn talk much an doesnt do a lot an mostly he lies down just lies alla times. he has big hurts too maybe. but he wont say to anybody.

i have big hurts an nobody says a real sorry. somany badpeople. manymanymany badbadbadpeople. an i gotta see the pictures of somebadpeople alla times. somad an they don even know a sorryfeeling ever.

i wanna nice christmass but theres mads an bads here an theres sads an mads in teo an teo all alone always even otherman makes not attentions an i dunno what to make painting of i help with other arts but its not the same all the arts is hurt too hurt like teo.

teo just as big a person as big humanpeople. big an important even if m little.

everything is bads even though we don have works for days an days but every the days its you gotta make deciding what you wanna do teo you gotta make choosing an i dunno what to have choosing so my times then i gotta share my times insteada i having times an thats not fair no but the otherkitty needs times too prolly he doesn't make talking much at all anymoretimes an thats scary big scary he has sicks i think but its a bad sicks i dunno what to have doing for helping no. he doesnt make talking to anybody not even max cept max doesnt be onna computer longtimes now an i have missings big missings an worries so much worries worries alla time. i try for talking with other insidepeople but they don listen to teo mostly they talk to other each other but not to teo mostly no i dunno does i do a bads or is they bads its confusing an hard yes hard a lot. people gotta talk t teo or i never gonna find a famly an a specialperson an that makes bigbig scareds i wanna have people an famly an loves again but theres no loves no an i feel all little an dirty an bads. dirtyfurs bads.

we go at the stores for getting things for making things for teo but the making parts its not MY times its HIS times an even if its a things for TEO its still not teotimes its not its not at all no i don feel good things are bad here veryveryvery bad. otherkitty doesn have talking or doing an my person has mads ALL times for ALL people an teo doesn get to be fronty enough but sometimes is fronty too much cause i don have kittytimes at all anymore no. everybody wanting teo to be like a humanperson even my person wants maybe teo just wanna cuddle an chew its a ktitys thing but no we don do cause its not good for using times so we don do we only do PEOPLE things human things teo you can paint teo you can draw you can color you can look at pictures but not snuggling no you cant do that an theres no mouse with greentastes for teo theres mouses for babykitty babykitty gets mouses all everywhere but he hides them i dunno why he makes hiding cause he should wanna have playing with them but theres no mouse for teo. its hard for being a kitty inna humanbody i cant have chasing mouse inna humanbody no i don like twolegs i don like at all not for runnings no its hard for WALKINGs runnings is bad twolegs. an no brushings not specialbrushings or otherbrushings not any brushings at all. almost is like brushings the gigglystick sometimes the otherman he puts the stick onna back for making the hurts less but its not the SAME as brushings it goes hum hum hum an it feels good but its not the same no. babykitty wants laps ALLTIMES but teo doesn get laps not EVER not inside or outisde anymore nO! notgood laps an pettings if the otherguys do an they don do a lot anymore no but i don want them i want otherpeople i want LAPS an i want PETTINGS but theres not anybody insidey enough for giving insides an HUMANBODY OUTSIDES IS BAD. an otherman doesn wanna do jus petting teo he does petting teo an then tingly petting on my person i dont like that at all i dont like dont like. i don wanna do those things with him but i want the pettings an my person doesn want the pettings. i don think he looks an listens good when its teo an not otherguys no. but i don wanna be here i don like it here i don wanna be a humanperson i wanna be teo a KITTY teo is a kitty not a humanperson NO an i don wanna not have pettings an loves an attentions i want lots an lots an lots but theres not anybody for KNOWING an not anybody for TALKINGS even i jus wanna have talkings at least but nobody listens to teo. i get rocks an rocks an rocks but its not enough i don WANT jus rocks rocks isn't ALL EVERYTHING an i like finding shells but shells isnt enough things for teo NO. an the body always has HUNGRY i don wanna make FOODS anymore for the body you gotta stop all everything an do foods I don like that. always moneys an foods an they let teo have a lotta things but i don want only things i want PEOOPLE but we don get PEOPLE we don go to specialperson store an find one they arent for buying but i dunno ow to have finding people don talk to teo i dunno how to do if they don talk. babykitty gets to be a kitty alltimes i don think i like babykitty anymore again.

m tired of we don eat that teo the body too much big we gotta go walks teo an then you don get times teo body too much bigs too much bigs i tired of hearing too much bigs. babykitty needs laps teo let babykitty have laps things is too much money but mostly i hear no no we don do that its not GOOD for TIMES teo you paint instead you draw you look at shells an rocks you DON DO KITTY THINGS or snuggly things but sometimes i dunno what do i wanna do i just wanna be SAFES theres no safes in here or inna homes or ANYWHERE i dunno what i wanna have doing of mostly i just DON WANNA I FEEL BAD

i don have a family anymoretimes an mostly i don have friends i only know not a lotta people. i still don think i should be secrety ever but nobody has asking so i still have secret quiet. but i meeted a person talked to me right to me on the place where the otherkitty eats cause we said to him cept sometimes its a him an sometimes its a her i think mostly a him but not always.

i gotted a lotta shells an some rocks we have a books now it says where to go in the whole california place for getting rocks lots of kinds someplaces though they have lots faraway an the other guys says sometimes we gonna haveta make a staying someplace not here for going for rocks an i think maybe thats exciting but it takes moneys an we don have a lotta moneys so maybe its sometimes but maybe its before we go to the rocksstore thats faraway cause theres only needing moneys for the stayings not for the rocks. i wanna go though i wanna get rocks allkinds. but i dont have a rockshiner yet so it isnt as much nice as it could be theres a lady singin on the tv but she does it bad i dunno.

i don paint in longtimes i think lastythings i made paintings of is paintings of hurts inside an i didnt paint cept for making for halloween but we didnt put that onna walls in times i dunno if it was good or bad. theres so much hurts inna body an theres so much hurts in teo i don know what to make painting of everything feels bad. sometimes is okay like looking for shells an rocks an lastytimes we goed to disneyland it was good cause there wasn't a lotta people there an we did the rides a lot we did space mountain twotimes an it wasn't the badrides anymore it was right again. theres so muchthings though an not lots of times an too much times atta work an when we don go there we have hurts still an we don do things an we go to the doctorpeople new ones tomorrow but we dunno do they help cause nobody helps ever.

don feel rightkitty an i wanna snuggles an hugs but theres not anybody for snuggles an hugs cept the babykitty an he goes away before done an i wanna be like the babykitty an have snuggles on me not make snuggles on him but he doesn do that cause he's littlelittle. i dunno do i make forever goodbyes to somepeople but not allpepole cause i wanna have somefriends i don wanna go away not really but i don want it to be bad anymore no.

bads happens lots. and lots an lots an lots. not enough times for teo no. always later teo later teo later. later for paintings later for talkings later for everything later later. m not wait for later. now its bedtimes teo bedtimes we gotta have awake inna morning early inna morning. snot okay for there to be happys an no missings of teo no its not at all okay. teo has big missings and hurtings but theres not big missings and hurtings of teo an kitty mad verymad. m go to bed cause they make me go to bed but i don want to no not at all no. maybe sometime we go look for rocks out inna outside theres places for going but not now no not now teo we don go till after the halloween no teo no no no. all nos. don want there to be happys with no teo ever. teo doesn have happys. teo has mads an sads an missings an worrys an tireds. but not wanna go to bed no.

we go works today badbadbadbadbadbadbad. go inna crate. crycrycrycry. nobody listens teo. nobody makes asking so we don have saying bout teo an ALL A SECRET AGAIN BAD! MAKE HURTS. BIG HURTS. BIG HURTS INNNA BODY TEO HAS HURTING AN BITING AN BAD! TOO MUCH BADS an nobody is for talking to NOBODY ever not atta works an not atta homes an not onna computer an not ANYWHERE an its not the same in here at works NO theres a BAD an FAKE an i DON LIKE cry an cry an cry an cry an cry an cry. not anymore going NO. wanna nosecret. wanna toylion. if we gottaa be works wanna toylion anna nosecret an don care words is bad. HURTS BIG HURTS an makes BODYHURTS BAD. BADKITTY.

we go back to the works tomorrow an i don wanna go not go ever. i know we gotta have the moneys an i know if we don have moneys then i don get rocks or anything ever but i still don wanna go. i said before i was gonna tell bout us to everybody even if the other guys made deciding we werent gonna say to anybody but we made com promise an we wont make lies not big lies ever cause i don like lies an the otherkitty says theyre bad for everyones feelings in here too so if people say why is you hurted then we can say bout us but if they don say then we don say which is like lies but m gonna try to do the com promise. we're gonna make a book so we got little books with lines in for making writing if we don have the computer an i dunno do i like writing in the little books cause it's not writing like here its writing slow slow with the hands and i dunno can i be fronty if we do handswriting cause its hard veryhard for writing with hands. its not like painting cause painting you do what you wanna but writing you gotta make justright shapes for the words and thats hard. but we got writingsticks with shiny in them they make sparkles jus like paints or like somea the petplace things sparkly. its cold now an i don like cold but i like when its cold you can have more snuggly more blankies an more toyanimals an more cuddles cause when its hothot you cant cause the body gets sicks an wet. so i like warms when its colds. an baths. m a kitty but i like baths yes. an swimming. an showers even some but theyre not as fun as baths. more blankies an more cuddles makes more safefeeling than if you cant cause its too much hot.

i like winter too cause i came here when it was cold. not the first coming here the real coming here when i was all the way i could be fronty an everything. i knowed the colds first. i know my person doesn like colds but colds is nicer with warmfurs an snuggling. m jus sad some cause i dunno who i can have snuggling with. lastcolds i had daddy for snuggling but now i don. maybe i snuggle puppylion an maxbear an have a blankie an thats good. but i don wanna go to the works. but maybe i can tell bout me or they can tell bout me if the man asks an if the other people asks. but not if they don ask. i don like not knowing do i lie or not. m scared of not having times but if we go beds soon then we can be wakey soon an have times before the works i dunno its all scary anyways but not scary like the badspacemountain its usually a good rides verygood most good but they made it VERYbad for the scarytimes an they say its gonna be good an right again but nowtimes its verybad. bigscary. works is a diffrent kinda scary. but bigscary too.

i have a lotta bads tday a lot. i don think i like the pills that make us go sleepy i always has bads nextyday. an body somuch tireds. somuch. we didn get outta the bed fast today an then we didn do much things an that makes my person feel bad so then i have badfeelings from too. lastyday we didn do lots of things for teo we did go to the big water but that was the only teothings lastyday an then tday we didn do anything for teo not really no. there was littlebits petting with the otherman but he doesn do lots no sometimes he has saying hes gonna do petting an snuggles but then he doesnt. i think mostly people don do what they have saying of an i don like promise cause all promise get broked. we didn go see lions me an peter an we didn have summertimes an we never go see whitelions. not with a daddy.

sometimes i think maybe i find newfamly an sometimes i think theres not ever gonna be famly for teo not ever. bigholes inside an blacks isn't just on my person anymore teo has so much hurts i has blacks too inna holes. holes of promises an holes of famly. an big empty wanting of specialperson. want somuch somuch bad to having living in bighomes with teospecialperson not in littlehomes with the otherman cause otherman not special with anybody. its okay if we have living with otherkitty specialperson too but most important is teoperson. wanna have homes with spaces for everybody an everybody energies theres too much energies all inna space an they don go nice together an it feels bad on me. babykitty is more nice some an he has nice for me beforedays when i had yelling inside he sits onna lap an makes purrs. i didn yell onna outside no he heared from inside. goodkitty babykitty. so babykitty comes too when we have bighomes an teoperson babykitty can live there too but sometimes he gotta leave teo lone. not all times but sometimes.

wanna have warm an cuddly an pets an snugglesleeps with specialperson an take care of teo. big loves an tinglies an nuzzles an giggles. have bigmissings of having people an famly for saying bout things that happens an having talkings bout lights an having close. i try for having talking in talkyplaces but mosly people don talk back for me they mostly talk like they don see teowritings at all an that makes sad an scared an i dunno how for finding famly realfamly that doesn go away an doesn't make bads on me. i don have good waiting for friendpeople an famly an specialperson cause empty makes somuch big hurts theres not any waiting in me for fixing empty.

badshows makes hurting even thogh we don look at it. theres showing of watch this show on other numbers of the tv an i see badpeople an badfaces anyway even though we don make the tv go to the number where the badshows is. i know is there an back an making hurtings again an having knowing makes bighurts for teo again. bigbigbigbig. i don like thisdays the mondays is baddays i don forget the days was bad beforetimes too. i think maybe not baddays anymoretimes but having knowing the badshows is there again makes bads anyways.

don want bads for happening alla time but scaredscared bads happen alltimes cause we go back to the works an i don want don want. its okay though if babykitty does more laps even though i have little sads an bads cause babykitty can have daddylaps an teokitty cant has daddylaps. but he makes snuggles on me too so i think maybe its okay sometimes.

i make a lotta arts when we have noworks. m gonna make arts still when we have works but theres not gonna be as much times an that makes me veryvery scared teo wants lots of times an i still think m gonna say m there when we go even though everybody says bad idea teo bad idea they don know whats true. nowtimes i show arts here cause we made them go in the computer with the picturemaker. there's a whole place we put teoarts. http://teokitten.sheezyart.com/






i make writing bout the pictures at the picture place an theres more pictures there too yes. all teo arts are there cept the wearingrocks theres not pictures of those yet no. or the catchers. but all the crayons an the paints an things is there.

i do a lotta times at the petplace an we're gonna make teobag with paints of the pets but its not my arts no its my person cause he does drawing moremore good than teo. i dont make drawings mostly i make paints. an i don make things how they looks mostly. like feelings better than lookings an sometimes my person gotta help anyways cause he has knowing of things. but i like to make arts an i made more arts but theyre not enough dry yet for putting on the picturemaker. but we do soon yes so everybody can see.

we went to the big water to walk today. mostly when we go theres just plastics an trash an yucky things onna sand but today there was lots an lots an lots of little shells and we took some. some places you're not sposed to take things but theres not any writings there an nobody says stop. m gonna use them for arts i dunno what yet i think i know but its gonna be a surprise so its secrety. we maybe go back an have more or go another sandplace for finding. we even finded one its all together still we used glue for putting together closed an it fits just right. theres even some already have a hole in so you could put on string like wearingrocks. those are seprate we washed them an put them seprate.

we go tomorrow for seeing molly an people an then we go to disneyland nexty day maybe tomorrow we go to a rock store again i know m not sposed to pay lots of moneys but i wanna go again an look an look careful an maybe i get just a little we went to three rocks stores days ago an i only buyed three moneys of rocks thats all.

but i get more rocks an more rocks an more an i want them to make fixy but they dont make fixy theres still a big empty inside teo.

m still sad n mad an tired an i did some paints tday an i did some legos an that was good an m very sleepy now but i want more white toy lions but they're all lots of moneys or veryvery little. i want big lion for snuggles. love puppylion love lots puppylion is special but i want more whitetoylions. but too much moneys i hate moneys not nough moneys for rocks not nough moneys for lions not nough moneys for anything.

an there's itches all over the body an i don like it.